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TEDx BITS Hyderabad presents its 4th Edition of TEDx Conference on November 12, 2017. The theme of this year is Connecting The Dots <\/i>and will have 8 speakers from all facets of life who would share their experiences within 18 minutes each. The event is set with a purpose of building community with other attendees and networking with the speakers.<\/p>
Check out the list of speakers.<\/p>"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510046504986","data":"
1. Subedar Yogendra Singh Yadav:<\/b> Valiant. Valourous. Vigorous.<\/i><\/b>\n<\/p>
The Youngest Paramvir Chakra awardee, Subedar Yogendra Singh Yadav is an epitome of grit and resolve. \nHe has fought Kargil war and been a part of the leading team that captured Tiger Hill. \nHe has inspired the character of the protagonist in the Bollywood movie, Lakshya as a headstrong battlefield hero.<\/i><\/b><\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510047683494","data":"5a01805d4fb24"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510046629560","data":"
2. Eshaan Hilal:<\/b> Elegant. Eccentric. Enchanting.<\/b><\/i>\n<\/p>
From being a belly dancer to a fashion designer, Eshan Hilal has blissfully shattered the conceived notions of gender roles. His stance towards individuals being judged and defined based on their clothing is what'll leave you amazed and spellbound. Redefining the perception of art, he's an emerging icon for the youth to admire. Fighting against all odds, defying social norms and religious shackles , he has found his way of expressing himself through dance. Witness him as he makes swimming across the tide look effortlessly cool!<\/b><\/i><\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510047737590","data":"5a018070bc056"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510046756375","data":"
3. Vrushali Prasade:<\/b> Intrepid. Innovative. Ingenious.<\/b><\/i><\/p>
<\/b><\/i>Being the co-founder and CTO of Absentia, inventor of the VR headset Tesseract and a national level table tennis player, Vrushali Prasade is redefining the boundaries of what one person can achieve.\nA BITS Goa dropout, she invented the VR headset Tesseract, under the banner of her company, Absentia, as a third year student. She has always trusted her instincts, taken risks and made bold choices, which not many have the courage to do. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510047748682","data":"5a01807b06442"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510046865129","data":"
4. Shikha Tandon:<\/b> Pertinacious. Proficient. Personable.\n<\/b><\/i> <\/b><\/i><\/p>
Shikha Tandon is an Olympian, Arjuna awardee, India's fastest ever woman swimmer and the only Indian woman swimmer to win a medal at the Asian Open level. She has won 37 International and 146 National medals, and created 75 National Records. Holding a Bachelor of Science degree in Biotechnology, Genetics, and Biochemistry, and two Master of Science degrees in Biotechnology and Biology, she is a stellar academic too. She is involved in multiple capacities in sport and health technology, and is also on the Board of Advisors (Olympic Council) of an India-based organization, spirited about developing education and sport in India. <\/b><\/i><\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510047759190","data":"5a0180848cd21"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510046996719","data":"
5. Shashaa Tirupathi:<\/b> Mellow. Melodious. Mellifluous.<\/b><\/i>\n<\/p>
Born in Srinagar and raised in Vancouver, Shashaa Tirupathi is a multilingual singer who has sung recent bollywood hits such as- \u2018The Humma song\u2019 and \u2018Baarish\u2019 as well as award-winning Tamil songs-'Naane Varugiren\u2019 and \u2018Aye Mr. Minor\u2019, both composed by AR Rahman. After giving up the opportunity to pursue a pre-medical degree in Canada to follow the musical notes, she has toured extensively with AR Rahman and has been a part of his coke studio episode. She has sung Tamil, Hindi, Telugu, Punjabi, Malayalam, Kannada, Bengali, Konkani, Arabic and English songs with equal melody and ease.\n<\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510047769269","data":"5a01809081b4f"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510047210107","data":"
6. Jairaj Bhattacharya: Smart. Sagacious. Sedulous.\n<\/i><\/b> <\/i><\/b><\/p>
Jairaj Bhattacharya is the founder and MD of leading edu-tech start up, ConveGenius, which has recently hit the mile-stone of 120,000 paid learnersin three years with a goal to reach 1 million users in 2019. With head quarters in Delhi, NCR, ConveGenius has its reach in 4 countries! <\/p>
Being a IIIT Hyderabad alumnus, Jairaj has worked with Nanyang Technical University in Singapore and NASA, USA before founding ConveGenius. He is also a Young India Fellow in Liberal Arts from the first batch at Ashoka University.<\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510047780862","data":"5a01809d1a7a5"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510047332576","data":"
7. Manvendra Singh Gohil: Royal. Resolute. Revolutionary.\n<\/i><\/b> <\/b><\/p>
The handsome and regal, Prince Manvendra SIngh Gohil is son of Maharaja Shri Raghubir Singhji and the probable heir to the throne of of Rajpipla. He is also the first openly gay prince in the world. In a brave move, he came out the public in 2006 after being convinced by journalist Chairantana Bhatt, whose article on this made headlines in India and all over the world and acted as an example for other LGBTQ+ community members to come forward. The prince is also the founder and chairman of the Lakshya trust, a group dedicated to HIV AIDS education and prevention.\n<\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510047793232","data":"5a0180a7437cc"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510047398610","data":"
8. Ramana Polavarapu: Purposeful. Persistent. Perceptive.<\/i><\/b>\n<\/p>
Blind by birth, he never let this 'disability' hinder his zeal. After securing a PhD from University of California, Davis in Economics, he was a faculty memver at University of Colarado. Having been software guy for the past 18 years, he is currently a data scientist at Goldman Sachs and takes great interest in music, mathematics and yoga.\n<\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510047802319","data":"5a0180b14a415"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1510047528205","data":"
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We, the 21st century generation, have seen the rise of the digital age since its inception. The digital world is evolving ever so dynamically and what\u2019s more? You have all the great applications served right up at the smartphone in your hand. To make the best use of this technology, you must realize what should be your target and how to approach it. <\/p>
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For a college-goer like me, it\u2019s imperative to be connected with the world on every platform possible and be in touch with all that is happening around. And most importantly, you got to understand the complete essence of its language, English, to communicate and participate actively. <\/p>
The best way to help with the English fluency is to connect to the English language as much as possible and nowadays, it's at your tips. But there\u2019s a catch. It can be very distracting if you don't have a good resource. That\u2019s where my favourite online forum comes to rescue.<\/p>
Quora, an online question and answer forum where you can pretty much ask any question you like. It's really engaging because you get to follow specific topics of your interest, say, you might want to follow English learning topics, or maybe the topics just about life in general, or maybe something to do with sport or travel.<\/p>
The beauty of this platform is that you get to follow a topic that really interests you and ultimately, you are going to get more interested in topics that suit your taste and get in the daily habit of using Quora and hopefully, learn a lot of length new words and expressions for your everyday vocabulary. <\/p>
Quora is like a social network where you can actually just sign up with Facebook or Google+ accounts if you like and it's great because you can even see some of your friends on Quora. You can see some of the topics that they follow that they find interesting. You can comment on other topics which they've commented on and you can even write your own questions and share them with your friends too. <\/p>
A really good thing about Quora is that they are very focused on quality. So, there's no spam, there's no advertising, and people tend to put a lot of effort into what they've written. Also, since you're only going to follow subjects that you like, you're not going to get flooded with information that's not important or not interesting for you. <\/p>
For example, you may ask questions on Quora which intrigues you like, \u201cWhat is the most beautiful number and why?\u201d It is as actual post and has garnered over 300 comments. Another question, \u201cWhat are some of the most mind blowing facts about India?\u201d It has over 500 comments. This says it all.<\/p>
What I personally like about Quora is that you can vote on each response. So if you think a response is really good, you can vote on it and it'll push that response to the top. So ultimately, the first of responses that you see on any posts are going to be probably the best, or at least, voted the best by other readers.<\/p>
So whether you are a self-taught English learner or just someone who wants to be more immersed in the language, I\u2019d recommend you get connected with Quora and in turn, get connected with the World. It's a great way just to have constant contact with the language. <\/p>
Reading the content that you like is ultimately going to excel your English fluency and it's going to be a lot of fun at the same time.<\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1510029947376","data":"5a013ae92bc2d"}]
We all have our one best friend who we love the most and know that they'll be there forever for us and we also have friends that we look up to and admire. But now, talking about that one friend of yours is all that it takes to get a chance to see AR Rahman live in concert on November 26 in Hyderabad!<\/p>
Write a story on stuMagz about your friend, talking about that person and what makes that person your best friend and what you like about him\/her. Write the story on stuMagz, get maximum number of 'Loves' for your story and that's it, you have a chance to watch the maestro live!<\/p>
Don't wait, start writing!<\/p>
NOTE: <\/b><\/p>
1. You must mention AR Rahman in your title.<\/p>
2. You should share your stuMagz story on social media platform with #HyderabadTalkies #ARR #stuMagz #Nov26\n<\/p>"}]
Never wake up with the regret that you were not able to achieve something yesterday. Always wake up with the mentality to achieve something today.\n<\/p>
The thing about positive thinking is that it cannot be forced onto a person, but achieved and attained by hard work and dedication towards getting better. One has to want to learn to be better over time, do not be disheartened because it isn't your time. <\/p>\n"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509957923997","data":"5a0021e919e6e"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509957927645","data":"Change does take time, but time is all it takes. Focus on what is important, focus on getting proper sleep, wake up each morning and tell yourself that today is a day that you will conquer like no other day before it. Live every day of your life to the fullest possible extent and never ever back down from what you are owed.
Generally, whenever a person thinks of the college life, the first thing that comes to ones\u2019 mind is \u201cwhat are the nearest hangout sites?\u201d. In case of colleges situated in the city areas, students are fortunate enough. But when campuses are situated in places like Dundigal in Hyderabad, or Gurugram in Delhi, then it\u2019s like looking for water in a desert. <\/p>
That doesn\u2019t mean such campuses aren\u2019t good. Rather, it enables the students to find ways of enjoying within the campus itself, i.e. with limited resources. So, this is about some of the hangout spots on the IARE campus:<\/p>"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509736154553","data":"
\uf0d8\tCafeteria<\/p>
An obvious spot, not just to fill your tummy, but to fill your life with loads of memories. People celebrate their day to day moments, parties, fun, masti and a lot more......... A variety of food to excite your taste buds specially Manchurian & noodles and that too with South Indian touch (I mean who add curry leaves in Chinese food man!!). <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509736347122","data":"59fcc01de608e"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509736258690","data":"59fcbfdebbde3"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509736409910","data":"
\uf0d8\tSports room & field <\/p>
This is more of a place to relax. When you are frustrated with the decision of opting \u2018Engineering\u2019 as a career, just engage yourself with either table tennis, carom, chess or volleyball. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509736533379","data":"59fcc0e49cf66"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509736405094","data":"59fcc0f9113d2"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509736608090","data":"
\uf0d8\tLibrary <\/p>
It is a place where people enjoy more behind the books than with the books. Those discussions in the name group studies and those small masti moments behind the book racks make it a memorable place. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509736705296","data":"59fcc185c24da"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509736741754","data":"
\uf0d8\tStairs of Auditorium block <\/p>
This is a place where a no. of so-called \"important meetings\" take place. For some fellows, it\u2019s a place for a group lunch. But it becomes a hot spot during exams where students sit for revision purpose but end out doing everything other than revisions. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509736850437","data":"59fcc2130c8a6"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509736882441","data":"
\uf0d8\tThe Class Room <\/p>
Personally, my favourite, not because I am studious, but because every day the way of enjoying is unique. Exchanging our homemade food with that of hostelers, leg pulling of Class Representative (CR: the unpaid servant of faculties, this is what we call), learning Telugu from class fellows and making them learn Hindi and Odia(my mother tongue), taking out double meaning in every statement that a faculty makes during a boring lecture and the list continues....... <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509737014360","data":"59fcc2b002931"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509737187169","data":"
This is how we enjoy on the campus and make ourselves blissful because our happiness doesn\u2019t and shouldn\u2019t depend on something. Rather, it should come from inside irrespective of where we are. <\/p>
Pic Credits: Team Spider-Man & Team Rocket Singh (Avengers)<\/p>"}]
It was Sunday and I made my plans to get the best of that day. Suddenly I felt something pulling me back. And for my bad, they’re the assignments and homework. They just ruined all my hopes of enjoying the day. Then I’ve asked myself is just this how life’s supposed to be?? Are we are chained to a rhythm and forgot to dance to our own song…<\/p>\n
I pondered how lives of many people in yesteryears was. We have seen many great inventors and explorers who didn’t chose the ordinary life, like Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, Mark Zuckerberg, Michael Jackson and countless people composed of creativity which led them to excellence.<\/p>\n
I wondered how they enjoyed at their times without having mobile phone, television and not even social networking. Today, most of the students' go through the same thing…getting into bus.. listening to some songs on charts, going to college and writing pages of notes or at least pretending! And that’s repeated all over again with them ambuscading for a holiday.<\/p>\n
Many successful people were not stuck with a daily routine but we’re exploring everything and experiencing the taste of surprise in life.<\/p>\n
I feel we’re all looking through a lens with a filter! Like we’re all living in a bubble, so comfortable… not being able to see the trouble. People are being more hardworking like a program that’s supposed to do things the way it’s been instructed to rather than smartworking. That sometimes doesn’t make a difference between a man and a machine.<\/p>\n
So let’s just jump out of our comfort zone and get to the know the world. As it’s said, an unplanned journey, though it might be terrifying for some, is still the best journey. Taking the road not taken yet, will make you a pioneer and let many others follow you.<\/p>\n
Every person with a creative and the so called 'Out of the Box' ideas are not successful. Everyone isn’t a prodigy. Many are just like us so passionate enough but didn’t chose the right way. Be it peer pressure or social restrictions that might have stopped you. Just try to know more about turning your passion to a profession, because, only then the world would value your talent.<\/p>\n
Whatever your dream might be, a writer, artist, fashion designer, poet, sports player, actor, political leaders or a DJ. It all takes your interest in choosing the right one. If you like travelling and meeting new people around. If your fond of adventures, go and become a travel blogger. If your love lies in listening to music and you always have a song in your head! Go people are waiting for a DJ like you. If you have a premium camera and always like to click pictures... capture not just frames but emotions through the lens and put them not just on social networks, but on photography blogs where many others will know about you.<\/p>\n
The world has plenty of options to explore, it only takes careful attention and great imagination to make them yours.<\/p>\n
Just know that no profession is less. Never get influenced by what people tell to let you down. Value suggestions and opinions, but remember that the decision should always be your own. Let your fears and doubts leave you and let the world see the real you. No one is the 'Chosen one!' in reality. Coz we're the one who shape our own future. So it’s you who decides what you'll be, the audience watching the show or the one who plays it.<\/p>\n
So, friends don’t just go with the flow and bring out your passion to life. Break the chains and move the way your heart tells you to. And that would lead you something even strider. Go and chase your dreams…try to be the best and as said by eminent personalities, we ought to remember and value our ideals in every step we take on our journey.<\/p>\n
This is for all students who aspire to achieve something really big. I wish luck to all dream chasers out there and hope they choose the right path and turn out as an inspiration for many others.<\/p>\n","id":"1509888191817","type":"txt"}]
Five elements of nature had come together to create life,<\/p>
The love blossomed between the Earth and the Sky;<\/p>
It is but possible for the Earth to be a home of life,<\/p>
So, they had no choice but to separate;<\/p>
Each time the Sky is enraged,<\/p>
It lets the fireball in the sky scorchingly shine--<\/p>
And singe the forest with a wildfire!!!<\/p>
Each time the Earth reminisces its sacrifice,<\/p>
It lets the wind blow turbulently--<\/p>
And wade the life into mayhem!!!<\/p>
The despondence of the couple is formed as clouds,<\/p>
Immense the grief, intense the rain;<\/p>
For, it is the reunion of Earth and Sky!!!<\/p>
The soft love of the Sky hits the Earth with harsh drops;<\/p>
And the noisy drops reflect the silent love!!!<\/p>
The Earth stores the love in its aquifers,<\/p>
The high spirits clear the Sky;<\/p>
Water, Air and Fireball gift rainbow adding colours to the love!!!!!!! <\/p>"}]
There is a quote that,the more you get the more you expect.But in case of some lives,the more you regret the more you \n\nexpect.What i observed is that,this happens mostly in cases of what you wish to happen more in your life.Shakespeare said that,\"I always \n\nfeel happy,you know why?Because I don't expect anything from anyone!\".This means I am not against expectations and I don't say to have \n\nzero expectations.But the thing is expectations should be kept on that person who is actually deserving.<\/p>
What actually happens is that,the thing which you love to happen in your life will actually happen and it makes you much \n\nhappier than anything you already have.But,it never lasts long in your life.One day or the other,you have to live your life from the \n\nthings which you have.What screws us up most in life is the picture in our head of how it is supposed to be.<\/p>
It's what i wish to say is,don't get habituated with the temporary things you have in your life.Don't get habituated to \n\ntemporary things in your life.Because,the day it goes out of your life you will not be able to be yourself from then and you start losing \n\nyourself from you.So,be ready for anything and everything with what happens in your life and be yourself let the world be jealous of you \n\nbecause there is no one in this world who could stay forever with you except the one inside you.<\/p>"}]
Being an Indian, it\u2019s our responsible to know whether it\u2019s right or wrong....?<\/p>\n
Now a days we daily come across a famous memes called soluchan guy<\/b> named kamlesh<\/b>... as per my research from articles of india<\/b><\/i>nexpress, dialy.bhaskar, NewsDog<\/b><\/i>. They all mean the same but our media and mentality changed the complete meaning of it;<\/p>\n
Well, videos like this are a proof that at times Indian media turns the most critical issues into something funny. And even we overlook the fact that though we are taking things in an amusing manner, it doesn't generally imply that it is entertaining. <\/p>\n
For the kid video, despite the fact that the video accumulated a ton of considerations, just a couple of individuals saw the dark side of the video. And now, a new trend on the internet is 'Kamlesh'. I am sure you all must have seen the video of this 13-year-old drug addict whose replies created numerous memes. <\/p>\n
But only a few people know the truth behind the video, and that is what I have in store for you all today. Before hopping to the disclosures, let's see a portion of the most noticeably bad parts of the video. <\/p>\n
Kamlesh, a 13-year-old boy who ran from his home (Bhopal) is a ragpicker. <\/b><\/p>\n
Kamlesh earns 100-125 Rupees every day, out of which he spends 90 bucks on buying the solution.<\/p>\n
For him, nothing is more important than the solution<\/b>. <\/p>\n
When asked what he desires to be in life, he replied that all he wants is to do rag-picking, drink alcohol, take his solution and play. He gets sick if he doesn't take his solution<\/b>. <\/p>\n
Kamlesh is so much addicted to the solution that if he doesn't take it for days, he gets sick and even suffers blood vomits. This is a story of a 13-year-old who says he doesn't want to go back home because then his mother won't allow him to take the solution.<\/p>\n
Did you know this video is actually a part of a documentary? <\/p>\n
Only a few people know that this video clip is from the documentary 'Nashebaaz' the dying people of Delhi. This documentary even has 8.5 IMDB rating<\/p>\n"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1509746889637","data":"59fce948bd388"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509746903537","data":"here, it is a complete video about kamlesh...!! and how he got addicted<\/b>"},{"type":"youtube","id":"vid-url-1509747046856","data":"kF3a0P1uRfk"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509747059322","data":"there was a video by Divyanshu Damani,<\/b> where he got chance to talk to the director of this documentary film and it goes like..!!"},{"type":"youtube","id":"vid-url-1509747282679","data":"OX8ZbmwK1jM"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509747295028","data":"\"Our society has become so insensitive,<\/b>\" says the director of the documentary.\n\"Being a director and being a social worker, it is very disheartening to see such memes. It was also very shocking that our society has become so insensitive that it is making fun of a 13-year-old boy<\/b> who, due to some unfortunate circumstances, has become a prey of drug abuse and is homeless and leads a pitiful life,\" says the Director of the documentary, Dheeraj Sharma. <\/b>\nKamlesh is not a joke!\nA documentary that was actually to spread light on the conditions of poignant, painful, and in-depth life of the roadside drug abusers of Delhi, who are also considered as dangerous, untouchables, and menace to the society actually came on the media as a joke. \nAnd this is how an eye-opening message somewhere got hidden in those memes and jokes we spread. Atlast i would like to say that \"<\/i><\/b>Now, it's in our hands to change the mind set of the young children as they are deviating under wrong way, Let's stand against the drugs and make a better india\".<\/i><\/b><\/span>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div>"}] {"cover_pic":"https:\/\/cdn.stumagz.com\/images\/59ff00e075269stryimg","category":"Whats hot","is_vip":"0","title":"Primeauth's Surya Subhash Speaks On His Experience: EO GSEA","title_id":"primeauth-s-surya-subhash-speaks-on-his-experience-eo-gsea","isEdit":0,"isAdmin":0,"authorFullName":"Team Stumagz","authorUserName":"stumagzsu","authorProfilePic":"\/\/cdn.stumagz.com\/images\/578691ea5d7baprofilepic","authorMagzName":"Team Stumagz","authorCity":"Hyderabad","like_count":7,"cmnt_count":0,"type":1,"isApproved":2,"publishedInName":"Team Stumagz","publishedInLink":"team","publishedInLogo":"\/\/cdn.stumagz.com\/images\/stumagzprofilepic","publishedInCode":"team","country":"IND","keywords":"Student Entrepreneurship,EO GSEA,Finalists","isBookingEnabled":0,"privacy_status":"1","url":"https:\/\/www.stumagz.com\/primeauth-s-surya-subhash-speaks-on-his-experience-eo-gsea\/","has_form":0,"is_appln_closed":0,"max_no_of_applns":0,"likeStatus":0} [{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509884010842","data":"Surya Subash, founder of the cybersecurity startup Primeauth, speaks about his experiences as a student entrepreneur and his experience with the Global Student Entrepreneurship Awards. Check it out here! <\/p>"},{"type":"youtube","id":"vid-url-1509884289893","data":"vw2fhalkxGY"}] {"cover_pic":"https:\/\/cdn.stumagz.com\/images\/59fdf92f794d6stryimg","category":"Blog","is_vip":"0","title":"The Secluded Soul !","title_id":"the-secluded-soul-","isEdit":0,"isAdmin":0,"authorFullName":"Uzma Ihtesham","authorUserName":"uzmaihtesham","authorProfilePic":"\/\/cdn.stumagz.com\/images\/597c326c8ba8dprofilepic","authorMagzName":"Stanley College of Engineering and Technology for Women","authorCity":"Hyderabad","like_count":17,"cmnt_count":0,"type":1,"isApproved":2,"publishedInName":"Stanley College of Engineering and Technology for Women","publishedInLink":"stanley","publishedInLogo":"\/\/cdn.stumagz.com\/images\/58da0aa4e3dc2profilepic","publishedInCode":"stanley","country":"IND","keywords":"Abuse,Seclusion","isBookingEnabled":0,"privacy_status":"1","url":"https:\/\/www.stumagz.com\/the-secluded-soul-\/","has_form":0,"is_appln_closed":0,"max_no_of_applns":0,"likeStatus":0} [{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1509816393344","data":"And I remember he used to say- do not rush for things which aren't yours.<\/p>But now, it's too late. <\/p>I chased money just like a disciple blindly follows his teacher, foolishly assuming happiness to automatically come with it. <\/p>I had a fair share of happiness, and contentment, that which didn't last for a long time and instead had me drown in pools of regret and shame. Because all of this was my own decision. My own doings. And society, they weren't of much help either. Coz they never allow you to forget your flaws or mistakes you've done any time in your life. As they always keep me reminding to stop complaining and live the life as it is, since this is the life I've chosen for myself.<\/p>And now<\/p>I am alone <\/p>And caged <\/p>Caged in self-accusation <\/p>Caged in self pity<\/p>Caged in regret<\/p>Caged in remorse <\/p>With pangs of conscience hitting me every now and then <\/p>Reminding me of the mistakes I've purposely done <\/p>Laughing at the immaturity I've shown<\/p>I now find myself <\/p>In seclusion,<\/p>Pondering over the wrongs that I've done<\/p>Yes, if only...<\/p>Everything was perfect. Just like they show in movies. I used to eat, travel, party, shop, sleep, and repeat. Contentment was oozing from me giving an aura of confidence & arrogant vibes. Yet, it had to end. Someday it had to. And I was completely prepared. But, it happened as though it was my worst nightmare, my marriage with him dragged me into darkness the way I'd never imagined I would adjust to. He was known as the man women would drool over. And I thought I was lucky since he chose me among them all. But all of this turned out to be a damn suffering when I was told the very first day of our marriage that I meant nothing to him. And he had a very selfish motive to have this marriage happening. He used me. In all ways possible. My identity, my fame, my fortune, my everything became his, in an overnight. He tortured me. I was on a marital rape since the first day of our marriage. None of my Interest, pleads, or refusal mattered. He had me doing things his way. He used to hit me in broad daylight and nobody would question him. He used to abuse me and later challenge to do what I can to escape. I found it hard to swallow his challenges and mockery but I was helpless. I was stuck here. I desperately used to remember my ex-fiance who truly loved me but I left him in pursuance of a much much better life with money.<\/p>And one day, I did it. I escaped. But this escape wasn't of much help. Earlier, it was just my husband who used to mock at me, but now it's the whole society that laughs at me. At my foolishness. At my ungratefulness. Little do they know what price I had to pay to leave that hell? I left my identity, my confidence, my everything with him. I have nothing that may accompany me for the rest of my life. I don't have anybody to rely on now. I lost everything. I lost everybody. All because of me.<\/p>But, this escape has to be the best decision I have ever taken in my life to be fair since this was done purely for me and not for Material attachment. Now, I am living for me. Only surviving to see better days where happiness cheerfully chases me. Though I have nobody, I want to see a Time where I have everybody. Not because of my identity, but because of the beauty of my soul. The change I managed to bring in me is something I want the world to know so that they will not repeat the same mistakes I've done all of my life.<\/p>For he always used to say- A sin isn't a sin until you keep repenting on your actions.If only I hadn't played deaf to his feelings, I would have been a happy soul enjoying the good and bad of our life as anybody would normally do. <\/p>Dear ex, though I hadn't listened to you at the right time, I will make sure I pay heed to all of your advices now to shape my life beautifully.Without you.<\/p>-From the diary of a secluded soul.<\/i><\/p>"}] Published in clg-short-name Waiting for the approval by Admin Terms and conditions Message OK
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And I remember he used to say- do not rush for things which aren't yours.<\/p>
But now, it's too late. <\/p>
I chased money just like a disciple blindly follows his teacher, foolishly assuming happiness to automatically come with it. <\/p>
I had a fair share of happiness, and contentment, that which didn't last for a long time and instead had me drown in pools of regret and shame. Because all of this was my own decision. My own doings. And society, they weren't of much help either. Coz they never allow you to forget your flaws or mistakes you've done any time in your life. As they always keep me reminding to stop complaining and live the life as it is, since this is the life I've chosen for myself.<\/p>
And now<\/p>
I am alone <\/p>
And caged <\/p>
Caged in self-accusation <\/p>
Caged in self pity<\/p>
Caged in regret<\/p>
Caged in remorse <\/p>
With pangs of conscience hitting me every now and then <\/p>
Reminding me of the mistakes I've purposely done <\/p>
Laughing at the immaturity I've shown<\/p>
I now find myself <\/p>
In seclusion,<\/p>
Pondering over the wrongs that I've done<\/p>
Yes, if only...<\/p>
Everything was perfect. Just like they show in movies. I used to eat, travel, party, shop, sleep, and repeat. Contentment was oozing from me giving an aura of confidence & arrogant vibes. Yet, it had to end. Someday it had to. And I was completely prepared. But, it happened as though it was my worst nightmare, my marriage with him dragged me into darkness the way I'd never imagined I would adjust to. He was known as the man women would drool over. And I thought I was lucky since he chose me among them all. But all of this turned out to be a damn suffering when I was told the very first day of our marriage that I meant nothing to him. And he had a very selfish motive to have this marriage happening. He used me. In all ways possible. My identity, my fame, my fortune, my everything became his, in an overnight. He tortured me. I was on a marital rape since the first day of our marriage. None of my Interest, pleads, or refusal mattered. He had me doing things his way. He used to hit me in broad daylight and nobody would question him. He used to abuse me and later challenge to do what I can to escape. I found it hard to swallow his challenges and mockery but I was helpless. I was stuck here. I desperately used to remember my ex-fiance who truly loved me but I left him in pursuance of a much much better life with money.<\/p>
And one day, I did it. I escaped. But this escape wasn't of much help. Earlier, it was just my husband who used to mock at me, but now it's the whole society that laughs at me. At my foolishness. At my ungratefulness. Little do they know what price I had to pay to leave that hell? I left my identity, my confidence, my everything with him. I have nothing that may accompany me for the rest of my life. I don't have anybody to rely on now. I lost everything. I lost everybody. All because of me.<\/p>
But, this escape has to be the best decision I have ever taken in my life to be fair since this was done purely for me and not for Material attachment. Now, I am living for me. Only surviving to see better days where happiness cheerfully chases me. Though I have nobody, I want to see a Time where I have everybody. Not because of my identity, but because of the beauty of my soul. The change I managed to bring in me is something I want the world to know so that they will not repeat the same mistakes I've done all of my life.<\/p>
For he always used to say- A sin isn't a sin until you keep repenting on your actions.If only I hadn't played deaf to his feelings, I would have been a happy soul enjoying the good and bad of our life as anybody would normally do. <\/p>
Dear ex, though I hadn't listened to you at the right time, I will make sure I pay heed to all of your advices now to shape my life beautifully.Without you.<\/p>
-From the diary of a secluded soul.<\/i><\/p>"}]
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