When we peek through the shambles of embarrassment we know we have all been there. In the space where the storm of the exams are in full blast and yet, the only thing our mind allows us to do is rest, or be restless. There is no motivation for study, no way for getting back into the syllabus, up until the very last moment when you can get around to actually doing something. However, this is not done very easily at the end of the day. There is a lot of things that go on at that very moment, things that need our attention. Mostly, I believe the principles that work here, in our complete rejection of society, because of feeling defeated by its continuing rule in our lives.

Now, this is a continuing problem in our lives, we need to re-examine the principles that guides us to procrastination to actually defeat it. For me, it comes coupled with anxiety. In terms of alertness, there is a fear of trying out new things, opening books, represented by the fatigue we get whenever I these things. There are problems associated with this. I have suffered in exams when I had everything right there in my mind because at the end of the day I was not confident enough, because I had whiled away the earlier night in sleeping or in watching movies. This is a problem that plagued me right up until my Boards and the Entrance Exams.

In college this routine was changed, I took an interest in what I was studying, so even when I felt defeated by the subject, I knew that there were fragments that I could make up and use for my benefit. And that much was something I could count on at the end, till the exam day. Heck, I even began to understand seemingly incomprehensible subjects when I approached it with an open mind and with interest. Both of these things seemed to work out a space out of social defeat. The anxiety and stress did not go away however, there was a continuing presence of the fact that I might do badly. But, there was also a presence of the comfort level I had with each subject with that. This increased the total idea that I had about each of those examinations. There is a need for understanding of the whole thing in proper context and getting the problems in proper space.

We try and reconcile our problems into questions we can ask ourselves, questions that serve a proper meaning. In the entire conversation, we need to have the upper-hand, specially when the other side is a subject which seems impenetrable. The interest is key here, when you are interested in something you automatically become more open to the vast possibilities in the entire project. And slowly, it must evolve to become something greater. So, do not fall into the entire pattern of social defeat, and when you do, try to gain interest before you gain knowledge. So, that you can retain more memory.