x
LOGIN / SIGNUP
Don't have an account? Just enter your email id or mobile no and create your account in two easy steps!
LOGIN
You already have an account.
Please enter your password to continue.
Forgot Password?
SIGNUP
FORGOT PASSWORD
RESET PASSWORD
Your password has been changed successfully.
Contact Us
As I sit here listening to this song, many thoughts run on my mind. My soul that was lazing around for a long time finally felt the urge to type something. Here I am again. Back with my thoughts. And this time it\u2019s all about those good ole times. My childhood. The essence of it. <\/p>
<\/p>
As I listen to the track that\u2019s playing on my phone.. I reminisce the old times. When things were way different. When life was just happy and care-free. Even though I\u2019m surrounded by the darkness and it\u2019s pitch black outside, I can clearly picture a bright summer afternoon in my head. <\/p>
Early 2000\u2019s. Probably the best years of my life. Times when people were genuine. When everything felt real and the bonds that were shared weren\u2019t just limited to a selfie or a video. It was much more than that. Me being 19 years old, I know you all might be thinking ,\" Why does she sound like a woman who is in her 60\u2019s? Sheesh!\u201d. <\/p>
Well, let me tell you something. I\u2019m not sure how many of you can relate. But remember the times when fun meant something more than being stuck to your phone 24\/7 or spending time in virtual reality? When spending quality time meant sitting on the porch with your loved ones and laughing your heart out and making memories. <\/p>
Gone are the days when we truly enjoyed little moments that matter most. Gone are the days when we enjoyed the sunset or the night sky for their true beauty. Here we are. In this big digital world. Where opinions matter. Where people are obsessed with attention. Where likes and dislikes rule our world. Where capturing moments with our phones matter more than the ones we capture with our heart.. without having the rest of the world to know it.<\/p>
I would be a hypocrite if I said I\u2019m different. I\u2019m not. But as this track plays in the background, on loop, I just wish I went back in time. Only for once. Just to be able to experience those realest moments of my life which I don\u2019t think I\u2019ll ever be able to experience again.<\/p>"}]
India is the home to 1\/5th of worlds\u2019 children. We should be really proud of our country because we have the largest Child Work Force in the world. Forget about Human trafficking, Forget about all the social issues we face in our country. We gotta be proud for being a part of a society that has huge culture and unlimited faith in Karma and still make children work for their<\/b> own benefit, their<\/b> own lively hood and their <\/b>own pay. Not for us! And here, the kids need just a fraction of pay paid to adults. Do they work any less? Absolutely not. In fact, They are given nameless works because they aren\u2019t capable of saying NO to their bosses who are over their grandparents age.<\/p>"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547817002405","data":"
The Children are placed to work in respectable positions and safe environments that include exposure to harmful chemicals, manufacturing of Beedi, Matches, Jewellery, Carpets, Cotton ropes, Quarrying, Mining and farming excluding the domestic works they are forced to do. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1547817002406","data":"5c3f2d467279e"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547817002407","data":"
Reliable agencies estimate that over 15 million children are subjected to bond labour to the creditors to pay family debts. Sometimes, as less as Rs.500\/- although bonded labour and servitude was officially abolished in 1975. Poor pay and inflated interest make it almost impossible for loans to be repaid and which unofficially make children as bond labours. <\/p>"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547817002408","data":"
We make children work and call ourselves as people who belong to the PROGRESSIVE ERA. It is we who gotta change. You got to speak for the children whose voices are shut against themselves. <\/p>"}]
He gave her the rose,<\/p>
But she rejected seeing the thorns. <\/p>
He gave her the ring,<\/p>
But she ignored seeing the silver.<\/p>
He gave her the teddy bear,<\/p>
But she refused seeing the size.<\/p>
He gave her the pen,<\/p>
But she spurned seeing the price.<\/p>
He gave her his heart,<\/p>
But she declined seeing his face.<\/p>
He's gone.<\/p>
She has found another.<\/p>
But she accepted seeing the thorns.<\/p>
But she approved seeing the diamond.<\/p>
But she received seeing the size.<\/p>
But she admitted seeing the price.<\/p>
But she confirmed seeing his face.<\/p>
He did the same to three other,<\/p>
She cried in pain thinking of the first.<\/p>"}]
By being happy, you can lead life successfully, but every success may or may not impart the happiness. Sometimes it is better to lose rather than to win. Get happiness in giving. One can drive the destiny.\n\nThere was a man who bagged first prize in a marathon race. His craving desire was to reach the summit. Unfortunately, he was not gifted with desired success. His hopes were shattered down to the earth. He questioned God, regretting about his life. The man who earned the second position in the race was stoical. Winning or losing was same who had evenness of the mind. He may lose in running race but he won in the race of life.\n\nWe can get happiness when we are satisfied with what we have. We get success only when we work hard sacrificing everything. It\u2019s better to gain satisfaction with pebbles than peeping into the water for diamonds. <\/p>
A Bird in the hand is worth Two in the bush. <\/p>
ENJOY THE LIFE BY PLAYING, TO DRAW THE CARD OF HAPPINESS. <\/p>
PIN HOPES, PUTTING INCESSANT EFFORTS UNTIL YOU ARE GIFTED WITH THE CARD OF SUCCESS. <\/p>
CLIMB THE STEPS OF HAPPINESS TO REACH SUCCESS. <\/p>
One will get the flavor of success when one reaches the point of achievement. But, one can create happiness at the starting point itself. Ride the rest of your life with happiness. Success will become a puppet in your hands merely watching your game as a spectator. <\/p>
HIJACK YOUR BRAIN TOWARDS THE HAPPINESS TO FIND THE CLUE TO SUCCESS.\n\n\n\n \n\n<\/p>"}]
Dear Aspirants,<\/p>
\n\n\n\nIn Engineering you often hear your friends saying phrases like 'The paper was as tough as IAS exam paper' or 'passing this paper is clearing IAS' and 'She is studying for sem like preparing for IAS exam'. You even hear your parents and grandparents saying 'my boy will become an IAS when he grow'.Such is the popularity of IAS EXAM and an IAS officer. No wonder the word IAS has become part of our routine life.<\/p>
UPSC,Civil services Examination (CSE)<\/b> popularly called as IAS exam is a quest for Power and Service.Power to crub injustice and Service to work for the poorest of the poor. You must have come across these lines said by John F.Kennedy 'ASK NOT WHAT THE COUNTRY CAN DO FOR YOU BUT ASK WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR THE COUNTRY'<\/i><\/u>. The civil services (IAS,IPS,IFS) is one of the best way by which you can contribute to your society and your nation at large. The UPSC CSE (IAS exam) is considered to be one of the tough nuts to crack.Held in Three stages :1. Prelims the objective type exam 2. Mains the descriptive exam includes GS papers and optional and 3.Personality test the Interview, is a year long process. Failure at any stage make you start from scratch. But You are lucky by chance, that SNIST already has a specially designed club for UPSC-The CIVIL SERVICES ASPIRANTS CLUB (CSAC-SNIST)<\/b>, a one stop destination for UPSC preparation. Since its inception in 2016 the club has worked for this very own purpose. Bringing awareness about the exam,online coaching, UPSC books, Mock IAS tests,Interactive sessions with civil servants and literary events like Mock Parliament the club has meticulously worked and ready to work together with you to realize your IAS dream. <\/p>
But a questions pops up in your head how am I supposed to carry out parallel preparation for my academics and for UPSC ? But the question should be how am I supposed you use my academics for my IAS preparation.Little amused,right? But along with the club's help, the academics preparation (specially the SNIST curriculum) also helps you for your preparation. We are unlucky that we could able to recognize and realize this really late. But we are happy to share this piece of advice with you. Below is the list academics subjects which are helpful for preparation. (First Click on this link to read UPSC CSE syllabus UPSC civil service examination syllabus <\/a>) <\/p> 1)1-1 and 1-2 HUMAN VALUES FOR Paper-4 (Ethics) & ECOLOGY and Environmental chemistry for Mains GS paper 3 and English for qualifying paper in mains <\/p>2)2-1 & 2-2 English soft skills lab for Interview <\/p>3)3-1: Quantitative Aptitude for prelims paper 2 <\/p>4)3-2: Logical reasoning for prelims paper2 <\/p> Open electives: <\/p>1.Basics of Indian (BOI) economy for mains GS paper 3 <\/p> 2.BOI Geography for GS paper 1 <\/p> 3.BOI History for GS paper 1 <\/p> 4.Basics of Indian Polity for paper 2<\/p> ( the above four subjects were introduced into curriculum by director by the club effort) <\/p> 5. Intellectual property rights (IPR) for GS paper 3<\/p>6.Banking Awarness (GS Paper -3) <\/p> These subjects you would opt from 3-1 to 4-2 as open electives. <\/p> \nOptionals : <\/p> 1.Mathematics from 1-1 to 3-2 <\/p> \n2.EEE core subjects all four years <\/p> 3.Mechanical core subjects all four years.\n 4.ECE core subjects all four years. <\/p>All we want to say is Club's online Coaching classes and resources coupled with your knowledge in these academics subjects can take you long way in this journey and may make your dream come true. <\/p><\/p>Finally to conclude 'AN EARLY BIRD CATCHES AN EARLY WORM'<\/i><\/u> and starting your preparation at this stage in B.tech can bag you a good rank.THE NATION is waiting for young and dynamic IAS,IPS,IFS officers sleeping inside you. WAKE THEM AND MAKE THEM<\/b>. <\/p><\/p>With Best wishes <\/p>Team CSAC(2017-18)<\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1547807786775","data":"5c405ef0d6c75"}]
1)1-1 and 1-2 HUMAN VALUES FOR Paper-4 (Ethics) & ECOLOGY and Environmental chemistry for Mains GS paper 3 and English for qualifying paper in mains <\/p>
2)2-1 & 2-2 English soft skills lab for Interview <\/p>
3)3-1: Quantitative Aptitude for prelims paper 2 <\/p>
4)3-2: Logical reasoning for prelims paper2 <\/p>
Open electives: <\/p>
1.Basics of Indian (BOI) economy for mains GS paper 3 <\/p>
2.BOI Geography for GS paper 1 <\/p>
3.BOI History for GS paper 1 <\/p>
4.Basics of Indian Polity for paper 2<\/p>
( the above four subjects were introduced into curriculum by director by the club effort) <\/p>
5. Intellectual property rights (IPR) for GS paper 3<\/p>
6.Banking Awarness (GS Paper -3) <\/p>
These subjects you would opt from 3-1 to 4-2 as open electives. <\/p>
\nOptionals : <\/p>
1.Mathematics from 1-1 to 3-2 <\/p>
\n2.EEE core subjects all four years <\/p>
3.Mechanical core subjects all four years.\n 4.ECE core subjects all four years. <\/p>
All we want to say is Club's online Coaching classes and resources coupled with your knowledge in these academics subjects can take you long way in this journey and may make your dream come true. <\/p>
Finally to conclude 'AN EARLY BIRD CATCHES AN EARLY WORM'<\/i><\/u> and starting your preparation at this stage in B.tech can bag you a good rank.THE NATION is waiting for young and dynamic IAS,IPS,IFS officers sleeping inside you. WAKE THEM AND MAKE THEM<\/b>. <\/p>
With Best wishes <\/p>
Team CSAC(2017-18)<\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1547807786775","data":"5c405ef0d6c75"}]
Now IMFS connects you directly to the University of Texas at Arlington. The Institute of Management & Foreign Studies, is a platform that aims at providing students the option of studying abroad at the best of institutions.<\/p>
All universities can benchmark themselves against schools in their own country and region, become more visible on the world stage and find top schools in other countries to consider collaborating with best institutions.<\/p>
The Carnegie Foundation classifies UT Arlington as one of 130 universities that are Doctoral Universities with Highest Research Activity. The Chronicle of Higher Education named UT Arlington one of the fastest growing public research universities in the nation. The Center for World University Rankings places the University among the top 150 in the U.S. for best overall institution in 2018.<\/p>
The famous alumni Kalpana Chawla, Astronaut, needs no introduction to us Indians who are proud of her accomplishments. Born in India, she was the first woman from our country to travel in space. Tragically, she was among the crew members who died in the 2003 Columbia space shuttle accident. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1547030009135","data":"5c34a53020cce"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547030009136","data":"
Why choose University of Texas?<\/b><\/p>
The university serves as the home of multiple opportunities, an educational leader in the heart of Texas. At Arlington, they nurture minds, provide you a place for excellence, ingenuity with diverse solutions and activity. They provide a dedicated campus solution for lifelong learners and critical thinkers. With the growing in numbers in the campus, it has become a first choice university that students choose for a vibrant college experience. <\/p>"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547030009137","data":"
Why choose IMFS as a platform?<\/b><\/p>
IMFS is one of the first institutions of India that initiated the professional coaching for highly competitive examinations to study abroad and has since helped thousands of students to do well in these highly competitive examinations. In the year 2000, IMFS helped the first Indian student to get the \u201cFull Score\u201d in GRE. This feat was repeated in subsequent years and IMFS has helped 8 students secure the \u201cFull Score\u201d in the GRE, a feat unmatched by most other classes in the world.<\/p>
It provides a platform to enroll yourself to the venerated universities like UTA as one of them. And has paved an easy path for the students to get into reputed universities, help you score best in highly competitive examinations like GRE \/ GMAT \/ SAT \/ TOEFL \/ IELTS \/ PTE. <\/p>
For Queries Fill in the Form Here: https:\/\/goo.gl\/SuzZkM<\/a><\/p>"}]
There\u2019s always this one girl on whom we develop a huge crush on. It\u2019s like a rite of passage for a teenager. It\u2019s just the question of when. Mine happened when I was in 12th.<\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637214386},{"data":"
I just want to tell you my story and what I learnt from that. \r\n This was not the first time I saw her. I saw her before. But this time it\u2019s different. This time I saw her smile. She had the kind of smile that makes you go weak in the knees. You just keep looking at that smile. Anyways I developed an almost immediate crush on her. And ours is a co-education. No one ever said us, not to talk to the opposite gender, but everyone took it for granted as an unspoken rule, that boys and girls don\u2019t talk to each other. Now that I think of it, I feel like I may have acted like a stalker. I only call myself a stalker because I am not that good looking, cause if I am, then I will be called a secret admirer. \r\n<\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637529561},{"data":"
Days pass, we pass out with good grades and ranks from college and we get placed in different medical colleges. And all that time, even though I didn\u2019t know what it was and couldn\u2019t put a perfect name for it, I did think I was in love.<\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637564898},{"data":"
6 months into the first year of my MBBS, I get an impulse to talk to her. After all these months, I never forgot her, nor did I forget the way she smiles through her eyes. So I WhatsApp her. We talked for a few days. The realization only slowly dawned on me. <\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637595535},{"data":"
\r\nI never actually loved her. I only thought I did. I love her smile, I may still do. But that was it. The rest of the person she was to me is all part of my imagination. What I did was, I took her smile and I added all these qualities which I would have liked. I was more in the love with the idea of the person than the person itself.\r\n<\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637599454},{"data":"
I was disappointed when she was not the person I always imagined to be. I think we all do it. We all want the people we like to have a certain set of qualities. We all expect them to do certain things for us and sometimes also for themselves. But in reality it doesn\u2019t work that way. People are just the way they are. You can be in love with an idea forever or snap out of it and see the person for who they really are and maybe try to accept them for who they are. <\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637629720},{"data":"
I also understood that the idea I was in love with is the actually the kind of person I wanted myself to be. Since I was not that, I wanted someone else to be that and loved them for that. Even though I loved a lie, it felt good. I guess it was just because this lie was the \u2018Truth I wanted'. I guess they are most of the times. <\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637633121},{"data":"
Looking back, I am only thankful. I understood that I need to stop expecting people to do certain things for me. Everyone has something unique to offer. It may just not be what you wanted. But its still unique. <\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637692960},{"data":"
It also made me a better person, a person I am today, a person whom I admire. And I think you can only appreciate the best in others when you can appreciate yourself. <\/p>","type":"txt","id":1547637708331}]
ios <\/b>is the most powerful and popular mobile operating system which is created and developed by APPLE. <\/p>
I want to tell you about some features that I need in IOS 13 and why it would the best features.<\/p>"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547635970994","data":"
1.Dark mode<\/b><\/p>
Dark mode will be one of the best feature if apple includes in IOS 13, though we have night shift in IOS it doesn\u2019t control that blue light which is emitted by the screen and moreover the colors look very warm. Previously (before IOS 11) IOS had a invert colors option which inverts every color the screen (I hate it). Then in IOS 11 apple included smart in IOS 11, it keeps things like photos, app icons, background and lock screen wallpaper and the graphics in original format and with original color. But it drains battery very quickly so better apple to optimize it or to develop a dark mode other than the smart invert <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1547635970995","data":"5c3ca1ad7e023"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547635970996","data":"
2.A SMART ASSISTANT (SIRI)<\/b><\/p>
SIRI is a virtual assistant which is released on 12 Oct 2011 along with IPhone 4s. But till today it is one of the dumbest virtual assistants Google is making its assistant smarter day by day but apple is still not trying to develop SIRI, rather than developing they are just changing its user interface and adding some useless features like SIRI shortcuts. Google assistant and Samsung BIXBY is far better than SIRI and CORTANA by Microsoft handles the tasks better than SIRI. It doesn\u2019t mean that SIRI can\u2019t do anything, it is good is some aspects but most of the times Google assistant performs well SIRI can\u2019t turn on\/off mobile data like BIXNY it change the brightness levels, is doesn\u2019t have continuous conversation feature so every time we have to say \u201cHEY SIRI\u201d. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1547635970997","data":"5c3ca1ba64747"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547635970998","data":"
3.A NEW CAMERA INTERFACE<\/b><\/p>
APPLE\u2019s camera is the one of the best cameras in smartphones, pictures from the apple look great. But there are some options that apple have to add into the camera interface so that is makes us easy to use. It would be great it apple includes camera settings within the camera app. The user can change the video recording quality like 1080p or 4k from the app itself. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1547635970999","data":"5c3ca1ccaec55"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547635971000","data":"
4.A NEW HOME SCREEN<\/b><\/p>
Anyways they are not going change it so let\u2019s skip this <\/p>"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547635971001","data":"
5.SPLIT SCREENAPPLE <\/b><\/p>
IPhone is the most popular phone which is very much known for its speed and powerful processors. The processors optimized to word with only IOS. Though they are well optimized and can handle every application very well still apple is not working on split screen which is very important now-a-days <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1547635971002","data":"5c3ca1d97b7b2"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1547635971003","data":"
So these are the most wanted features or options that an average IOS user want. As we all last year was very bad for apple the IPhone sales are very low and the iPad have bending issues and the shares are falling down its time to apple to think about the features what people want and manufacture something inventory not like liquid retina display, if apple continues the same in 2019 it will become an another NOKIA <\/p>"}]
The festival Makara Sankranti<\/i> is celeberated for 4 days in Andhra Pradesh and Telangana. Day 1 is Bhogi <\/i>where generally it is a practice to discard old things and burn them, this signifies that one should concentrate on new things in life, Day 2 is Makara Sankranti <\/i>where people buy new clothes and prepare some traditional recipes and decorate their houses with flowers and also rangoli. <\/i>Day 3 is Kanuma<\/i> and day 4 is Mukkanuma. <\/i><\/p>"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1484294944571","data":"
The significance of Kanuma <\/i>is not known to many because it is observed by farmers. It is an important part of the Sankranti festival because on this day the farmers worship their cattle and other animals, as they have a vital role to play in the prosperity of farmers; so as thanksgiving they decorate them and worship them. And Mukkanuma<\/i> is popular among non-vegetarians because they avoid meat for the first 3 days of the festival, hence it is a feast for all of them on the fourth day. Also on this day the farmers pray to all those elements that help for the harvest i.e. soil, rain, fire etc. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1484300384805","data":"5878a096dde15"},{"type":"txt","id":"rich_1484297549398","data":"
History of Kanuma: <\/b><\/p>
As per Hindu mythology, Lord Krishna lifted the Govardhana Hill and rescued the people of Gokul. The hill blocked the clouds that deprived people of rain; hence Lord Krishna asked the people of Gokul to pray to the hill. This outraged Lord Indra (The god of rain), to avenge this insult he flooded the city and then to protect the people and animals, Lord Krishna lifted the hill under which the people found shelter. This day is celebrated as Kanuma. <\/p>"},{"type":"img","id":"img-uid-1484300363334","data":"5878a0858cde6"}]
Dear Khaled Hosseni, <\/i><\/p>
To start off, this letter might not be something you\u2019d usually expect. <\/p>
But all along it was your your runner with a kite in his hand, hiding behind the dark alleys that had crowded up my mind.<\/p>
Oh, there is a special reason that I am writing to you, today.\nRunning down the alley of memory<\/i>.\nIt\u2019s been 15 years now.<\/p>
15 years ago, Amir (totally coincidental) and me were like inseparable. Unforgettable memories and brothers by heart.Those were like the best days of my lives. But you know which was one was the best-est?<\/p>
Yeah, there you go. Sankranti<\/i>.\nSeeing the saffron sky, filled with a thousand multi-coloured kites was something so mesmerizing. Our shouts echoing in grounds, and running after the kites that were dropping down was a moment in its own. <\/p>
They say, life is not made up of just a moment. For that one moment to come back again, I was ready to put my whole life down.<\/i> Oh, what happened all these years you may ask?\nHe left. Well \u2018he had to\u2019 was what he said. For further studies. And since then, things started to change. <\/p>
And so here I was, writing this letter to you, listening to the kids run down the dark alley chasing the kite when I heard a knock. This may sound clich\u00e9 but the moment I opened the door, say it was like that moment was back again.\n 15 long years and here he was<\/i>. Like we were back to being 15 year olds. Like every time back then, he used to come and knock at my door. We used to gather our kites and thread rolls and run out. <\/p>
And so, without wasting a moment I gathered my kites, the ones which had been waiting all these years and ran out with him. With smiles on our faces, leaving everything behind we flew our kites in the same ground where our bond had grown and it felt like it had become even more stronger.<\/p>
And so, when Amir asked me if I\u2019d run the kite for him, you know what I said.\n\u201cFor you, a thousand times over\u201d <\/b><\/i>\nAnd with a smile on my face I ran after it. \nYou told me that they would only let me be this happy if they were going to take something from you. And I know, Amir is going to go back.\nAnd like the past clawed its way out today, I know it will someday again tomorrow.<\/p>
Khalid, Thank You.<\/p>
From bringing the Amir to my Hassan back.<\/b><\/i>\n\n\n<\/p>"}]
THE INTROVERT <\/p>
\n\nHave you always felt different? Were you the quiet one in the school? Did people ask you,\"Why don't you talk?\" Do they still ask you the same question, today?<\/p>
\n\nHave you always wanted to be one who loved the confines of one's room, lived in the realms of one's emotions, always wanted to be unseen by anyone, felt the urge to become dust rather than to start a conversation, then probably you are like me: an introvert.<\/p>
\n\nI am an introvert and this is for everybody who feels choked in any kind of social situation with a lot of people because we'd rather be home, sip some hot coffee and read a book or listen to some music than be there. The thought itself brings immense pressure.<\/p>
\n\nThe most difficult situation for anyone like me is surviving a family gathering or an event because it involves many people and curious relatives who want to know everything about you. I personally hate general conversations and small talks, I'd rather want to know you on a deeper level beneath the stars, things like : your deepest fears, your favourite animated characters, what or whom you think about in your ideal time, what makes you anxious and in general all the small things you'd rather hide than ever let out to anyone.<\/p>
\n\nSo, I'd always stand in the corner whilst texting someone or reading articles on Facebook and honestly not giving a damn to the surrounding. While my mom constantly wanted me talk to complete strangers. My nightmare would begin whenever I came across someone I knew, I'd want to hide myself in the walls to avoid interaction. More than often I'd despise myself for being like that,I'd always compare myself with others and would wonder how people could laugh so loudly or talk so much and what do they even talk about, for so long? But every attempt of mine to talk to a complete stranger or an acquaintance would make me regret my decision to do so in the first place, because after a conversation I'd feel so drained out that I needed to spend time alone for hours in solace to feel energised again.<\/p>
\n\nAs time went by, I started accepting myself and started enjoying the way I was because my happiness never depended on someone's existence, I don't feel lonely when I'm with myself and I never needed something or someone to feel whole, I was complete with myself and I realized I was the best confidant I could have ever found. So I took a decision to come out of my comfort zone sometimes because even if I fail I'd always have myself to push me again to try something new.<\/p>
\n\nIt isn't bad to enjoy one's own company after all but I realized talking to people is no harm either, when I made some friends in my 9th grade. In the beginning, it was just smiles and tit bits but I started enjoying spending time with them, I started having fun, going out, doing stuff I only did in my dreams or read in books and I actually started liking it. I found new hobbies and people started liking my company, Now I feel like I'm no longer invisible. But even now after all this, I still like spending time alone to retrace myself every now and then . I still like reading books and thinking about the cosmic energy or the universe in general and how things work the way they do. Conversations and smiling a bit doesn't scare me yet I like to keep a smaller circle.<\/p>
\n\nHot pipping coffee with a good book in my hand on my bed in an empty home is something that I still enjoy the most, though. Being an introvert is not a bane, you've the power that most people don't- a strong connection with your inner self. \n\n<\/p>"}]
Published in
clg-short-name
Waiting for the approval by Admin
Terms and conditions